Loss…; Worst nightmare turned into reality

Losing someone feels like constant stabbing in your heart every second of the day as it passes by. Remembering the last words they said to you and thinking how you would never be able to see them makes it even more difficult.

Looking at their pictures and their smiling faces & the way they loved you. How much ever you try or cry, you would never get that back.

Only in dreams is where you can see them and tell them to come back or take you with them because your world is empty and broken without them.

Still feels unreal that they’re not here wiping your tears. The touch, the smell, the voice, everything is missed dearly.

All the things you planned to do when you meet them will never happen. It’s never ever going to happen. Everything is blank and empty and gone forever…….